May 2024
We hot-wire our bodies, & tell the genocide
it hasn't won. By god, it is wont to do,
but by god, it won't! We twist ourselves into crazy
eyed shapes of refusal. In these times, dance
is a decision to move beyond survival.
Dance arms the body
to suffer the art of witness.
Once, at Papi Juice, I shared an atomic
kiss with a woman before we ever lip-synced
our names for the other. Her beads of saltwater
two-stepped across her handsome brow, her sweet
clavicle. And oh, what I didn't taste—
the dust that's left of our neighbors' houses.
Here, in a beer-stained dancehall in Brooklyn,
the hinge of an elbow is so much more
than proof of the living. We duggie for wild happiness
we do not have the right to,
yet, continue to take.
We do our best to leave the body
count at home for a few bottled-up hours. We jack
jack jack our still-beating shoulders. Ball-change
the tires of our bodies. We crisscross
our feet on purpose, on rhythm, ON GOD!
I know the pheromones
of genocide live rent-free on the body even here—
the strobe lights across the ceiling of the club
open us back up
to the missiles from moments ago.
But when I go to the party, I fish
& cruise in a sea
of brown somebodies—my god!
All of us somebody's
somebody!
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